let go.
Thursday, December 30, 2010 @ 8:20 AM
Hello! today is day 5 of wan, ignoring me. great -.- anyways, today plan was to go out with the Regiment Melayu but then in the end i went out with my beloved family. had dinner at sakura at downtown :D so, while window shopping with mum at ehub, there's this weird guy. he look at me and smile, he went to the atm and keep looking at me. i gave him the fuck face. giler. entry for adult is $25. not bad, there's a variety of food to choose from. since it's my first time going to sakura, i was abit jakun. heh. one of the worker looked like syakir. haha. i got ice milo for my drink. since i'm having a really bad menstruation cramp, not really in the mood. spent 2 hrs in there. after that we bused to white sands. went to popular to buy my stationary. then dad bought his shoes while me and mum went to cotton on. saw maryam, amirah, nicky and reyann. miss them so much. haha. bought my stuff, top-ed up my student concession and cabbed home. tmrw is the countdown. people will ask, where you going for countdown? my answer will be. at home tumblr-ing, haha coz im forever alone. dah kene neglected for 6 days. nasib nasib. nini asked me to go out with them tmrw. im not really sure if i wanna go cause wan will also be there and you know the whole awkward situation starts from there. i have to admit that i miss him. but deep down inside my heart, im still disappointed in him. i understand that his prepaid is low, but he can at least inform me using another number right? i just don't understand you lah wan. you said you're not like other guys and you won't leave me. i guess action speaks louder than words huh. you're such a disapointment to me. haish. idk what to do tmrw. stay at home, follow eqaah or follow nini and the usuals. :/ it sucks to be me you know. let's just see tmrw. goodnight.