spoiler.
Friday, December 31, 2010 @ 11:24 AM
hello. today is th new year eve. slept at 5 and woke up at 3pm. surfed the net, chatted with niniey. bathed, got ready to meet mimi and niniey at dhouby ghaut. we ate at Popeye btw. today just sucks. im not in the mood to elaborate. alot of drama around me. oh well, can't be bothered. kau mmg dasar down syndrome. so, met faris, fadzli and the rest at arab st. wasted alot of time there, thanks to you. (Y) bumped into maryam. took picture with her and akif heh. rindu kau. headed to BK then bused to marina sq. like i say, there's alot of drama around me. skip tht part. walked to the padang to catch the fireworks. not really in the mood though :/ since faris, fadzli, both their cousins are going to ecp, took th train with them. thanks for cheering me up guys (: appreciate it alot. reached home at 1.30am. called mum and asked her to wait for me under the block coz there's this cina mati nearby but then she went to jb. haiyoh. reached home, bathed and here i am. i guess i'll head to bed now. goodnight.
let go.
Thursday, December 30, 2010 @ 8:20 AM
Hello! today is day 5 of wan, ignoring me. great -.- anyways, today plan was to go out with the Regiment Melayu but then in the end i went out with my beloved family. had dinner at sakura at downtown :D so, while window shopping with mum at ehub, there's this weird guy. he look at me and smile, he went to the atm and keep looking at me. i gave him the fuck face. giler. entry for adult is $25. not bad, there's a variety of food to choose from. since it's my first time going to sakura, i was abit jakun. heh. one of the worker looked like syakir. haha. i got ice milo for my drink. since i'm having a really bad menstruation cramp, not really in the mood. spent 2 hrs in there. after that we bused to white sands. went to popular to buy my stationary. then dad bought his shoes while me and mum went to cotton on. saw maryam, amirah, nicky and reyann. miss them so much. haha. bought my stuff, top-ed up my student concession and cabbed home. tmrw is the countdown. people will ask, where you going for countdown? my answer will be. at home tumblr-ing, haha coz im forever alone. dah kene neglected for 6 days. nasib nasib. nini asked me to go out with them tmrw. im not really sure if i wanna go cause wan will also be there and you know the whole awkward situation starts from there. i have to admit that i miss him. but deep down inside my heart, im still disappointed in him. i understand that his prepaid is low, but he can at least inform me using another number right? i just don't understand you lah wan. you said you're not like other guys and you won't leave me. i guess action speaks louder than words huh. you're such a disapointment to me. haish. idk what to do tmrw. stay at home, follow eqaah or follow nini and the usuals. :/ it sucks to be me you know. let's just see tmrw. goodnight.
heart vacancy.
Wednesday, December 29, 2010 @ 12:53 AM
hey, sorry for not updating my blog. slept over eqaah's house for 2 days :D had alot of fun. did movie marathon, make videos, dance, talked crap and alot more. i enjoyed it sooo much. sayang korang! guess what? wan ignored me for 4 fucking days. sent him 10 messages still no reply. tried calling, but can get through. called haris last night and asked him, he said wan's pp8 is low. wth, super nonsense. whatever lah kay. action speaks louder than words. tell you what. im not gonna care and bother abt u anymore. i'm hurt. just don't regret for ignoring me. bye.
speak now.
Saturday, December 25, 2010 @ 12:17 AM
Merry Christmas!
it's raining and pouring. not in the mood to go out ): guess what? last night i slept with my carebear which bby gave it to me. im loving the smell. yesterday and today he needs to go for attachment at popeyes bedok point. not a very good idea. he told me that there's quite a number of chicks working there but he ignored them and continue working. hmm. mcam pham jek. hehe. nowadays i feel so down. idk why? even din said im crazy. haha. while texting wan, i felt asleep. haris called me twice at 4 in the morning. haha. buying my schoolbag and school shoe tmrw. yay. 7 more days to 2011. time flies so fast. gosh. this means that i wont be able to meet wan that often ): why must u live on the west side b? so sad so sad so sad. im afraid when school reopen, everything will change. oh god. i hate changes. :O well, can't wait for the new year. till here.
Thursday, December 23, 2010 @ 7:44 PM
hello! just a short update. went to bugis with mum and sis. jalan2. so mendak. then ate at banquet then home. will uipdate again later.
best i ever had.
Wednesday, December 22, 2010 @ 11:03 PM
hello! so went out with baby and co just now. (: our plan was actually to go for the 13th cell x'mas nightmare or whatever they call it, at china town. but the tickets were sold out ): so, they decided to go grandlink instead. met wan around 7.30pm. before that i met ifah at tampines mall just to kill time. heh. bumped into Fairuz at grndlink. so embarrassing. lawl. so, with the usuals, except for Haris. they sang for 3 hrs, if im not wrong. fadzil asked me and wan to sing duet "my heart". at that point of time my mind went blank. so malu, haha. so yeah, in the end i sang. after that, we went to macs to eat. bought fillet o fish, as usual, wan keep insisting on paying for it. grr. haha. walked to paya lebar mrt. joke around with him and last min camwhore. wan waited till my train arrive and gave a goodbye kiss. im so happy. haha. then otp with eqaah <3 heheh kau gile eh b!haha kay goodnight!
trust.
Tuesday, December 21, 2010 @ 11:26 PM
hello! i decided to use blogger instead of wordpress. heh. anyway,my cousin got into Bedok Green sec. i thought he will get into Dunman since it's his first choice. well, too bad. meeting baby later. idk where the hell we're going but as long as i get to meet him <3 to my beloved bestfriend, Nur Atiqah Rahim : cheer up baby. i know what you're feeling right now. it hurts, too much. just so you know, i will always be by your side. don't cry over a guy like him. aku sayang kau