nusrah

can i have this dance?

2011-11-26T08:51:00.000-08:00

hello! sooo, the sec 4s and 5s had our graduation night on Monday, 21st november 2011 @ bukit batok civil club. i was very excited to see what my friends will be wearing. in fact, they look both stunning and charming *thumbs up*

sexy sixteen

2011-08-19T06:33:00.000-07:00

HALLO!

first and foremost, i would like to wish my dear girl

SITI FARZANAH, a HAPPY SEXY SIXTEEN< 3

we hope you had the greatest birthday celebration ever. :) sorry if we make it obvious, but im glad it went well. im happy that we get to iftar together and celebrate you birthday also. i appreciate you guys. luvvv u

sixteen

2011-04-24T10:09:00.001-07:00

holla! im back in action! :) sorry for neglecting this boring blog of mine. hmm so anyway, recently i celebrated my birthday with awesome friends and bf (hehe) at marina bay sands. im not gonna write down what happened. just gonna write a short post on tht day. so met yusuf at bedok inter. he wished me happy bday and gave me a cuteee soft toy. the cat from shrek. hehe, trained to bugis, took 133 but actually we took the wrong bus supposed to take at the opposite bustop. so alighted at amk and cabb-ed to mbs. reached there, camwhored. then nad asked me to walk with her around mbs. oh yeah there was dayah, razz,nad, naim, dewi , lydiana and not forgetting, yusuf lah haha, so yusuf and nad asked me to close my eyes. when i come suddenly they sang me a birthday song and there's a chocolate cake in front of me. soooo sweet of them i almost melted hahaha. stayed there till 8 plus. bused to bugis took train to bedok. lydiana and nad went home while the rest of us had our dinner at popeyes. took 222 home with dewi and yusuf. so, yusuf sent me till m lift area. so i wanna thank you guys for the birthday surprise. appreciate it alot! <3 love u.

the sound of missing you.

2011-02-08T02:53:00.000-08:00

hi. nowadays im very lazy to update this blog. just recover from my fever. alhamdullilah. :) went to sch alone. saw shahirah & yanna at sch bustop. lucky i was not late cause i took my own sweet time. heh. first period was art, at one point of tell, i can hardly breathe. funny scene. yadayada did my art, decided to go to level 4 toilet to tie my hair. guess what, while combimg my hair, the lights suddenly switched off by itself. i went out to see who did it but there's no one. creepy huh. so whatever.recess next, while otw to class to put my artfile, saw eqaah along th corridor. hugged her. whee. miss you b. <3 had moter tongue remedial then went home with apple! :) that's all for today. and not forgetting, happy belated 16th birthday babyboo, i miss you so much.

2011-01-21T05:31:00.000-08:00

happy second monthsary, yg tak menjadi and happy birthday N. <3

where did you go?

2011-01-15T07:31:00.001-08:00

hello! today is a saturday. did nothing but surfed the net and then sleep like a pig. oink oink. hmm. let me talk about yesterday. it was a friday. end school at 12.30. eqaah needs to decorate her class so me and suxiu waited for her at the study area. walked around the school, ate garlic bread. alex and syukri then joined us. after she's done, met fiz, hairel, shafiq, naz and amirul at the block opposite 7 eleven. sat down and chit chatted. all of us decided to go home and change. so me and suxiu walked home. unfortunately, it rained. we walk through the rain. brr, so cold. went to suxiu house, she changed then went to my house. took 67 to tampines inter. before that, bought goreng pisang at mr teh tarik. yum yum. met them outside the library. we then went to the 2nd level. settled down at one of this room. the librarian keep saying "shhh shhh" which annoys me alot. hairil and shafiq sat at another table, while me, eqaah, suxiu, naz and hafiz sat opposite hairil and shafiq. amirul sat with another stranger. all of us did maths. naz dah semangat nak ajar hafiz. haha. while doing our math, the librarian came and told us that each table can only occupy 4 people. so me and suxiu moved to hairil and shafiq's table. we 4 then decided to go to the 1st level so it'll be easier for us to communicate. we didnt tell eqaah where we're going. ahha. so, finished up my maths homework. chit chatted and joked around with shafiq and hairil. funny. suxiu texted eqaah saying that we already went home. skali amirul and naz came down to check on us. haiyeee. since we're all hungry, decided to eat. but we got no idea where to have dinner at. at first naz wanted to eat at this mamak shop. then i thought of going long john. so yeah, walked to tamp mall. oh btw, rifqi also joined us. that cute boy :) heh. eqaah then merajuk with fiz cause he disturbed her. haha. reached 4th level, ljs was full :/ fiz thought of taking away the food then eat somewhere else, but then i told him let's go food culture instead. yeah, walked to century sq. talked with rifqi all the way. he so cute please. *.* the place was also full. so decided to sit outdoor. but then it was squeezy so me and mirul found another bigger table for us. mirul sat beside me, on my left rifqi sat on my right then naz was beside him. suxiu opposite mirul, eqaah opp me, fiz opposite rifqi, hairil opposite naz. i ordred stingray with ray abeh ader satu org tu kpo order at the same stall as me. haha. after ordering, i came back to my table abeh si rifqi tukar tmpat. dorang kuranghajar asked naz to sit beside me. -.- abeh fiz tak habis2 kacau. rifqi said that we shud do this more often, we're like a family. ahah cute right. we then decided to slack at the block nearby tamp mall. played taiti, goodmorning jack and police and thief. thereaction all so funny. played till 10. rifqi and hairil decided to go home. left me, eqaah, suxiu, naz, fiz & mirul. naz decided to go to the playground and share ghost story. it was scary like shit. the best part was, we all screamed coz of this sound that was made by this guy. ahah so funny. went home at 11. fiz, naz and eqaah walked home while me suxiu and mirul took 67. oh ya mirul sent us home. hehe thanks. asked mum to fetch me at th bustop cause i was really scared. aha. reached home, bathed, surfed the net and otp with eqaah. slept early cause was really tired. in conclusion, i enjoyed it so much. <3

i need to finish doing my ps works by tmrw. or else im dead.. haiyeso stress lah. aiyo. decided to do leaf pattern instead of shadow. i need inspiration. haha. okay getting tired and sleepy. goodnight!

tell me why.

2011-01-10T06:07:00.000-08:00

hello. guess what? i survived the first week of school in BTSS! yay me. today is the 2nd week of 2011. monday not blues. haha. had a nice monday today. for p.e, we did physical training. that's all. hmm. i really need to start doing my prep work for art haiye. stress aku. anyways, after school, head to mac with eqaah. met din and hazwan. i ate mcwings. hehe. since im still hungry, i bought mcnuggets, whee. we then slacked at the block opposite. then homeee. heh. okay will update again tmrw, oh not forgetting, i miss you so much wan :(

2011-01-07T09:52:00.000-08:00

hi! i'll update tmrw. nights!

i wont give up

2011-01-03T13:43:00.000-08:00

hi! it's 5.45am. still not asleep yet. cnfrim kat class membuta lah nmpaknye :P hmm. what i did was chatted with ridzwan bear, fb, tumblr. boring, i know. hmmm. now i got eyebags. ohmy. btw, my i trimmed all those split ends, kinda short but i dont care as long as it's healthy. like what my dad told me,hair will grow. hm how i wish i can get some sleep now. really tired. gonna take a short nap. toodles.

have faith in me

2011-01-01T12:47:00.000-08:00

Hello January!
today, i went out with my sister to tampines mall to buy her notebook. first, we went to urban write, next to artbox and lastly to popular. bought erasers and benten stationary for my brother. my sister bought this cute simpsons scheduler. im jealous. hah. anyway, it's 4.30am now. going to bed soon. my eyes can't take it anymore. can't wait for school to reopen. 3N2 2010 will be in 4A5. yay? -.- i think i'll be altering my skirt later on. gosh, excited for school already although my heart is broken into pieces. i had the worst new year celebration ever :D hahah. i pity myself you know.
i've tried my best to contact you, but you're still being an ignorant jerk. sent you 2 fb messages, no reply. tagged you in a post, you deleted it. sent you a fucking lonnnnnng text message, still no reply. too much ego huh? you think i've got no feelings is it? we're doing fine until one day, your pp8's low. from there, we started to drift apart. i need an explanation. my god. so much for everything eh? hhaha. janji melayu siah ni sume. oh well, dont wanna dwell on it. it's 2011, no more heartache please. still thinking of my new year's resolution :p heh. well, i wanna be a new person, a better one, a strong one. heh. i hope so. alright, gonna head to bed now.

spoiler.

2010-12-31T11:24:00.003-08:00

hello. today is th new year eve. slept at 5 and woke up at 3pm. surfed the net, chatted with niniey. bathed, got ready to meet mimi and niniey at dhouby ghaut. we ate at Popeye btw. today just sucks. im not in the mood to elaborate. alot of drama around me. oh well, can't be bothered. kau mmg dasar down syndrome. so, met faris, fadzli and the rest at arab st. wasted alot of time there, thanks to you. (Y) bumped into maryam. took picture with her and akif heh. rindu kau. headed to BK then bused to marina sq. like i say, there's alot of drama around me. skip tht part. walked to the padang to catch the fireworks. not really in the mood though :/ since faris, fadzli, both their cousins are going to ecp, took th train with them. thanks for cheering me up guys (: appreciate it alot. reached home at 1.30am. called mum and asked her to wait for me under the block coz there's this cina mati nearby but then she went to jb. haiyoh. reached home, bathed and here i am. i guess i'll head to bed now. goodnight.

let go.

2010-12-30T08:20:00.000-08:00

Hello! today is day 5 of wan, ignoring me. great -.- anyways, today plan was to go out with the Regiment Melayu but then in the end i went out with my beloved family. had dinner at sakura at downtown :D so, while window shopping with mum at ehub, there's this weird guy. he look at me and smile, he went to the atm and keep looking at me. i gave him the fuck face. giler. entry for adult is $25. not bad, there's a variety of food to choose from. since it's my first time going to sakura, i was abit jakun. heh. one of the worker looked like syakir. haha. i got ice milo for my drink. since i'm having a really bad menstruation cramp, not really in the mood. spent 2 hrs in there. after that we bused to white sands. went to popular to buy my stationary. then dad bought his shoes while me and mum went to cotton on. saw maryam, amirah, nicky and reyann. miss them so much. haha. bought my stuff, top-ed up my student concession and cabbed home. tmrw is the countdown. people will ask, where you going for countdown? my answer will be. at home tumblr-ing, haha coz im forever alone. dah kene neglected for 6 days. nasib nasib. nini asked me to go out with them tmrw. im not really sure if i wanna go cause wan will also be there and you know the whole awkward situation starts from there. i have to admit that i miss him. but deep down inside my heart, im still disappointed in him. i understand that his prepaid is low, but he can at least inform me using another number right? i just don't understand you lah wan. you said you're not like other guys and you won't leave me. i guess action speaks louder than words huh. you're such a disapointment to me. haish. idk what to do tmrw. stay at home, follow eqaah or follow nini and the usuals. :/ it sucks to be me you know. let's just see tmrw. goodnight.

heart vacancy.

2010-12-29T00:53:00.000-08:00

hey, sorry for not updating my blog. slept over eqaah's house for 2 days :D had alot of fun. did movie marathon, make videos, dance, talked crap and alot more. i enjoyed it sooo much. sayang korang! guess what? wan ignored me for 4 fucking days. sent him 10 messages still no reply. tried calling, but can get through. called haris last night and asked him, he said wan's pp8 is low. wth, super nonsense. whatever lah kay. action speaks louder than words. tell you what. im not gonna care and bother abt u anymore. i'm hurt. just don't regret for ignoring me. bye.

speak now.

2010-12-25T00:17:00.001-08:00

Merry Christmas!

it's raining and pouring. not in the mood to go out ): guess what? last night i slept with my carebear which bby gave it to me. im loving the smell. yesterday and today he needs to go for attachment at popeyes bedok point. not a very good idea. he told me that there's quite a number of chicks working there but he ignored them and continue working. hmm. mcam pham jek. hehe. nowadays i feel so down. idk why? even din said im crazy. haha. while texting wan, i felt asleep. haris called me twice at 4 in the morning. haha. buying my schoolbag and school shoe tmrw. yay. 7 more days to 2011. time flies so fast. gosh. this means that i wont be able to meet wan that often ): why must u live on the west side b? so sad so sad so sad. im afraid when school reopen, everything will change. oh god. i hate changes. :O well, can't wait for the new year. till here.

2010-12-23T19:44:00.000-08:00

hello! just a short update. went to bugis with mum and sis. jalan2. so mendak. then ate at banquet then home. will uipdate again later.

best i ever had.

2010-12-22T23:03:00.000-08:00

hello! so went out with baby and co just now. (: our plan was actually to go for the 13th cell x'mas nightmare or whatever they call it, at china town. but the tickets were sold out ): so, they decided to go grandlink instead. met wan around 7.30pm. before that i met ifah at tampines mall just to kill time. heh. bumped into Fairuz at grndlink. so embarrassing. lawl. so, with the usuals, except for Haris. they sang for 3 hrs, if im not wrong. fadzil asked me and wan to sing duet "my heart". at that point of time my mind went blank. so malu, haha. so yeah, in the end i sang. after that, we went to macs to eat. bought fillet o fish, as usual, wan keep insisting on paying for it. grr. haha. walked to paya lebar mrt. joke around with him and last min camwhore. wan waited till my train arrive and gave a goodbye kiss. im so happy. haha. then otp with eqaah <3 heheh kau gile eh b!haha kay goodnight!

trust.

2010-12-21T23:26:00.000-08:00

hello! i decided to use blogger instead of wordpress. heh. anyway,my cousin got into Bedok Green sec. i thought he will get into Dunman since it's his first choice. well, too bad. meeting baby later. idk where the hell we're going but as long as i get to meet him <3 to my beloved bestfriend, Nur Atiqah Rahim : cheer up baby. i know what you're feeling right now. it hurts, too much. just so you know, i will always be by your side. don't cry over a guy like him. aku sayang kau